scardey cats!

i think yall are scared to post up a new one'a these..so alright alright yu have forced meeeeee to write one for yur entertainment...yes. iiii said it watch out cuz look who is on the stage now?! (oh snap! who is that girl? people start murmuring to eachother) TIS III THE GREAT?!.......im just nata guys no worries ;). anywhooo. back to business. i love becky and shawn crull they crack the yoke outta me!!! oy geez! whatta life. haha uhm. my sister is due on the 2nd. oh snap which is wednesday! ahh! hmm we will see oooooh lord have mercy on that child ;)...skool! boring. and i wanna sleepin in! ugh. i hate working on this stuff. im gonnna find a job soon and thatll be good enough for me. exceeeeept for the dumb fact i have to finish high skooool.. oy. life!..(katie boyle yu know what that means:P) some convo that twas heh heh heh anyways. uhm. this is random and makes no sense what so everrrr so im gonna leave yu with this thought. if yu ever had a puma..what would yu do with it? ;) oh christmas.muahahaha

-grinch! -natska

biiiingo baby

i got a test back today and i got an A on it. im pretty excited about it!
im still pretty sick but my body feels better...but truely im not bahahaha
but anyways. i was gonna say. if all yu darlings could be praying for my sister alina. she is expecting her 2nd baby ANY DAY NOW!!! its a boy aaand uhh anything could go wrong (we all know that) but if everyone could keep her on their minds and be praying for the pragnancy and birth and all that jazz it would be greatly appreciated. THANKS A BUNCH! -scooby (nata)

i don't know whyyyyy

AAHHH! i got another test back today and i did bad again!! it's seriously like a joke now. but a really really not funny one.
i don't know what to do! i felt good going into the test and even after it, so i was super surprised to see my grade. this quarter has been really crappy for me.

please be praying for a miracle in my grades! time for studying! retaining information! all that stuff.

on the plus side, i got another trig test back and i did the best i've ever done in that class so far. which still isn't as good as i'd hope, but whatever.


grrrrrr. gr. gr.


Madison

ummm....

......so im thinkin we should pray for mads study. uhhh. yep. I dont know if I should say more....i don't trust me with words at the moment...not that i usually do....ahhhhh....


katieeee......?

rather strange. blather mange

i dont know what that means. hah! i had a speech due today....and i presented it in front of the class.. i was super nervous cuz i hate being in front of people and doing something.....which is really odd now that i think of it cuz like....everything i wanna do..and everything i do do,is exactly that! haha whatta weirdo. i love dancing. if i perform its on stage lol. violin? stage. theater/acting? uhhh helllooooo i think i got myself quit the categories....well anyways hm hm hmmmm. my back is in pain due to i have no clue. but i think my speech went fairly well...i got an A- on it...(but i dont no if he included the extra credit for dressing up) but hey! at least its an A ;)......-minus- lol anyways....just sharin for yalls. and im trying to fundraise moola for my anahiem trip in april for orchestra. and i havent even sold one box of chocolate yet! and others are on like ther e4th box ah! but idk...ive been thinking about bringing the box on wednesdays. so if people wanna buy a choco. bar for a buck. that would be helpful for me aaand there tummy's ;) but im to weirded out by the idea so eh. i guess imma pass on that.....buuuut that was truely random...the teacher said my speech was good..but long. (5 minutes helloooo) and that i guess i laughed at my own jokes?...uhhh i dont really think i said any....very nice roosevelt.thanks alot hahahaahahaha jk ;) love yuh all i be prayin for yuhs aaaandd mmmm life. yu live yu learn the lack of love. HAH i made that up just now..dont even make sense but ANYWAYS! BYYEEEE

-nata bata. -yes, i practically aam a drunk ;P

it's a ghetto life

sooo i just wanted to share this story with you.
p.s. i slept throught the whole thing, this is my mother's perspective.


ok so i first heard that something happened last night by looking at my dad's status update on facebook.haha poor. so i asked my mom and this is basically what happened.

my mom was laying in bed last night and she heard ryan come home around 12ish. then i guess she half fell asleep but woke up again around 1 because she heard an alarm going off outside. she got up and looked out her window which looks striaght out the front of my house. she saw a white honda parked right behind my brothers car (which was on the street in front of my house) and she thought my bro's alarm was going off so she told my dad and he bolted downstairs. still half asleep. haha as he was going downstairs he yelled to my mom to call the cops so she did and then looked out the window and saw 2 kids get out of the honda and run like the hurricane winds. she told the cops what was going on and looked out the window again and saw the car IN OUR YARD. ??? it broke through the fence and left tire marks in our grass. basically it was hot wired, stolen, and when the kids were turning right the wheel locked in place, they panicked and didn't get the car in park, only 2nd gear, they hit the road, and the car hit the fence. haha we still don't know who's alarm was going off but praise God it did so ryan's or my car wasn't stolen!
so the cops came and checked everything out. apparently the police dude was talking super loud and my mom told him to be quiet cuz she had kids sleeping. haha oh mother. they brought the kanine unit everything! crazy. they towed the car. yeah i guess that's it.

so now we have 2 huge holes in the fence because on halloween, some other kids bashed part of the fence in.

other attacks on our house include:
christmas ornament filled with paint chucked at the side of our house.
graffitti on our garage door
graffitti on our fence (lots)

i know there's more...but i can't think of it.

i guess that's just life in the ghetto...


-Madizzle fo shizzle

so so so churchish

so uh i just gotta say since church and katie b's talk. i have been having greater days than i have had for a while. like i dont exactly know what it is. but i just tried it out. "todays gonna be a good day ;)" (kiss baby joe goodbye and off to skool) but anywhoo uhm. ya thats been workin out for me real good the past few/two days ;) my attitude is kinda changing and im kinda seeing things in like different perspectives i guess yu could say. im becoming more open which is pretty cool in a way......just wanted to tell yall that. wednesday was real good love yuhs hope yu can go to the kids coral thing. -starts at 6 (helpers have to be there at
- <3 natska...actually nolly..this gurl doesnt wanna pernounce nata or natalya so she i guess is calling me nolly.... sooooooooo from now on i guess im nata natalya nertis neeto natska nato nolly serfinch darwin sarafinchan ;P haha darwin=my teacher said he was gonna call me that cuz something about the finch or something i dont remember but i was like ehhh no. haha anyways...sorry this is dumb babble babble babble ;) SEE YUHH!!!

life.

i am literally falling apart.....
i feel like im the most unwanted outcast of the world.....
i dont know what to do with myself and i swear im going crazy.....
-what an intense night-
i guess i am turning out to be my so called mother after all......
-natska ='/

me old back

yo yo yo

ok so i'm not feeling well. i'm suuuuper tired, achy, cold, coughing, headache...not cool.
and i'm supposed to work 3 days in a row which is exhausting when i dont feel well.
if you could be praying for me that'd be pretty stinkin rad

thanks ladies


madisonRtopper

a-wakening nightmare

thoughts race. see her face. hear her voice. is she even worthy enough to be called "she"? more like "It". what if the world depended on her.....all hell would break lose. emotions rush. anger is stirred. losing grip. memories appear as if they had never left my mind. "whyyyy do the heavens deny me?!", "it" screams, "it" yells, but to cover my ears from the putrid sound is nearly impossible! why is there someone on earth like this? who does she think she is? so many questions to ask but none can be answered. silent prayers. rushing pulse, words wont come out. teary eyed.racing thoughts.why oh why..is there an end to this circle of dreary death and no good worldly mindset? money, fame, cars, men, life of "luxury", is this even worth all the pain yu put us through? has it ever occured that no matter how crazy people think yu are. mom is mom. no changing that...but if only something changed the outlook, or unblinded the fold of ungodly broken shame,misery, and jealousy out from on top of yur eyes would yu truely see how we feel deep down inside? i suppose im becoming my WORST nightmare.....witch or mother?....(so ive been told)

-natska-witch.serfinch.

terminal parking

hurried thoughts, rushed hugs, your last night. full bags. "I love you" never meant so much.your my comedian. your goodbye wave says goodbye to so much more than just you. he says goodbye to his true love. they say farewell to a best friend, or a sister. i say so-long to both. long distance relationships. your bags hold more than clothes. your taking sweet memories. your taking a piece of me. the foggy drive, the airport lines, the elevator, the escalator. your sweet kiss on my cheek. it stings. you mean so much to me. one last wave. one last hug. once your out of sight, a sniffled prayer. the elevator back down filled with hurt and stifled sobs. new york yells hello as we are crying whispered goodbyes. hannah mariah easley. sister friend. she made me cry and made me laugh more than anyone else ever could. goodbye babe.

(my sister just moved to new york)


-Audi...:(