again

sooo i know i always talk about school on here...buuuuuut it's almost over!! praise God!!
but that means finals.

so here's the deal.
i have 2 exam's tomorrow (which i need to hardcore study for [rhyme] today) and then i have 2 final's on monday. and they are my hardest classes on the same day. but it gets better:
on monday for my biology class (which i hope i even pass) i have an exam and final back to back! which is crazy. yuck. then a trig final after that. :/

aahhhhh i'm starting to stress about it all but God keeps reminding me to "trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understading"

but the crazy/cool thing is that i feel so much happier than i did earlier in the school year when everything was going downhill. God has been giving me His joy, and when i'm walking between classes or even when i'm at work i'll hum a worship song, pray, whatever, and my mood is totally better.

i've been working on keeping in mind that in whatever i do (school, even getting bad grades, serving picky old people) i want to praise jesus and it kinda helps put things into perspective.
like...
what really matters anyway? what is going to further the kingdom of God and bring glory to him?
i don't think doing bad in one class is going to really matter. i was talking to my friend about this and she was telling me that God doesn't care at all about grades and stuff, He's going to look at my heart towards it. am i trying my best? or am i slacking off... you know? i don't know if this makes sense lol
and at work. who cares if a table of oldies has to wait a little longer for their food, or if i mess up an order. am i showing the love of Jesus to my coworkers? to my supervisor? to the people i'm serving?

hmmmm idk

i need to go study my brains out.

PRAY PRAY PRAY for me



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