one high

i was at lunch today, walking around cuz i didnt wanna go sit with the people i normally sit with..i dont no y. but i was just walking around the skool. then i sit at a RANDOM spot in front of this one building. and i look to my left alittle and theres this girl (freshman). and she is crying. shes like balling her eyes out sitting by herself with her hood on trying to hide her face...i look at her and shes like wiping her face and everything. and so i just felt that i needed to go up there and talk to her. like somethin in my heart told me to go up to her and ask her what was up. so i walk around her a little sneaky peeky-ish. and im like hey. are you ok? and shes like ya. and im like well u dont really look like it, whats goin on? boyfriend? friends? people being jerks? family? i know im a complete stranger buut maybe you wanna talk about it?. (shes still trying to pull herself together a little) and shes like "well...i just had p.e. and we had to run a mile and i cant even run a mile. i lose my breathe real easily and i cant even run as fast as the other girls. somethings wrong with my chest or something. im just not fit. and im bigger than everyone else in the class"(she wasnt even thaaat big) and im like "girl! dont even worry about that, God made your body how it is and he looovveess it so you gotta be thankful that yu even have those thangs you know what i mean? he loves you for who you are and dont get discouraged that you cant run a mile. shoot iiii cant even run a mile. i run outta air after like 2 steps haha" and shes like "well...its just that i cant fit in as well as other people can. im not good at fitting in." and nata says "there is no reason you should haave to fit in. you just have to be yourself and people will start coming to you and WANT TO be friends with you. thats kinda what happened to me; im new here i dont no anyone and im just walkin around and being myself and if people wanna be my friend then im like ok (only if there my kinda people mostly) haha so dont even worry about that ish. no biggy! you dont have to fit in to make or have friends or whatever" and shes like "well i guess" -or somethin like that. then the bell rings and i ask for her name and if i can pray for her. and her name is brittney and she was all yeah sure. so i was like ok. cool. somethin to share with muh lady's aha. but yeah idk. hopefully shes fine now? ;)? i thought it was pretty cool i guess.... i miss you girls p.s. idk about church tonight i have sooooo much homework aaand caca-ness ;/ -nata